Jetzt seh ich nur die Finsternis,
Aber es gebe Freude jenseits der Liebe,
Andererseits sei alles peinlich alleine.
Kommet die Heilung nur wenn die andere da ist.
Ich habe meine Gefühle nich mehr im Griff;
Liebe die Gelegenheit ergriff
Meinen verletzten Herz
Noch in Schmerzen
Zu stecken; verdammt sei der Anfang!
Kaum kann ich mich noch verstecken,
Cupidos Pfeil hat mir schon ein Leid getan.
(c) Nyonglema
Alive we wove our wands
of magic, Living love to bits with intensity only
A few have come close to. We loved the unicorns in fairy tales created by
our fantasy in its full intensity: love in the imagination of two loving souls seeking
each other, lost in each other. The fairies lived their lives, fluttering around our teen
bellies promising nirvana, like butterflies in my stomach and head, alcohol in each
part of my soul, keeping me in permanent euphoria at the sight, touch smell, hurt
of you, in the morning, evening, night. But Newton’s promise is such a
crime as the floating fays all fell sullenly one by one, and
blaming age to the decay that befell each suddenly.
The end of our Utopia lingered in the air to
push each winged dream out of that our
space, onto the mud whirling around
as earth throttled full ahead
without care. Till my mind
was made up: “Go! Go!”
To flee to flee to
leave and never
come back.And
My heart
bled
As you
Didn’t
Care
Didn’t bother
To save me
Your fairy.
Dying alone
dying.
Dead
by
your
hand.
(c) Nyonglema
Words from today to stir a new tomorrow from yesterday